Thread:Christian Sirolli/@comment-26538658-20170305214240/@comment-27358554-20170307122321

I agree with all that Adam said above. When I was dealin. g with this at the extent you were, I had to fast browsing the web for a season before I was much more free. If you want, you can do the same thing or perhaps you can remove any electronics that you can access the internet with from your bedroom and let the only internet browsing happen in the open. If you have a phone, don't let it go into your room, keep it in the main area of your house. The idea is to create boundaries to help limit yourself from being in conditions that lead to your relapsing. This is what I currently am doing and I have not relapsed for a while. We will continue praying for you.

You keep relapsing because you have previously established pathways in your brain to revert to this when you feel a certain way or go through a certain circumstance. What we need to do is establish new pathways and abandon the old. It is possible. Whenever you start thinking things you shouldn't, try thinking of people of how God sees them. Also, I learned this: why you do it even though you know it is sick is because your limbic system takes control over your logical part of your brain (whose name I can't remember). The limbic system is your emotional part of your brain, your actions based on emotions start there. When it gets going it is like a Ferrari with no brakes. When I get on a computer I will be able to go in depth more.